Wednesday, 14 August 2013

Amy

She was that girl who you saw walking pass your classroom, the girl who you know nothing about but you had seen her, heard of her before but you just wouldn't expect that you would soon be apart of her life. Her should length hair shine under the sunlight, her eyes was  unexpectedly small and she was the petite kind of girl. Those smile, would surely make your heart fall onto the ground. Her looks was never the reason i ever fall for her, the way she made you feel when she's around you, she made you feel needed and cared about. She was passionate and loving.

       Everything started of from her sister, she had told me that maybe somehow you had a crush on me. She had asked me to find it out for her, her sister and I had our history back then, well it's a long story, let's just skip that part and move on to the part where i started talking to her.
It all start from a chat from Facebook, i started asking her few question about herself, her question was rather interesting

A: What if someone liked you more than a friend?
Me :  That person is one in a million :)

She was silenced by my answer, and so starting from that point of time, i asked her mobile number and we started talking and i had spend more time with her than my current girlfriend at that point of time. What i did was indeed wrong but it felt so right, basically at first i wasnt serious, it was like flirting but slowly i started falling for her, she was there most of the time, she was there when my girlfriend were supposed to be there for me. She made me love again, she made me love her. But as they say, nothing good last forever. It was true,  she had already knew i have a girlfriend but she was waiting for me to tell her the truth, which i did not do so. She was upset and we lost contact.



But it was not the end of our journey, on 16th December 2011, I texted her and told her the whole truth, it's true back then I was a player, wanting all the opportunity I could get but not until I meet her. Everything changed.

    On the 1st of Febuarary 2012, my relationship with my girlfriend had come to a horrible end, she broken up with me just because she was following what people say, she was selfish and heartless. I couldn't hold back my tears . As I was walking back home, i called her. She told me that she is currently at the tuition center and she would call me as soon as her class finishes. As i arrived home, i was not in a mood to even talk to anyone but her. I waited  for her call while gazing into the dark sky
Not a while later, she called.
We were talking through phone for almost until 3 in the morning, even though the very next day we were  schooling but neither one of us wanted to put the phone down. She made me so happy, she was motivating me, supporting me and mostly cheering me up. One of her words that i could never forget was

"When you are sad and all alone, look up the stars and the one which shine the most is Me, always being with you"

Those words, her words fix all those broken pieces of my heart. She was my happiness..

     The next morning, we went to school looking like a zombie, we only had 2 hours of sleep. But each time i saw her passing by, my sleepiness went away and it would be replaced by my goofy,flirty smile. As she replies my smile, my heart went sky high and at that point of time, i knew that i could no longer go through another day knowing that anytime someone could just take her heart away, i must make her mine. I love her.







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