AS

AS

She used to be my best friend, the only one I ever trusted. You could ask her a thousands question about my personal life, she would surely know the answer. As time past, I develop a kind of feeling towards, well who wouldn't, she was understanding, caring and loving. Anyone would be lucky to gain her love, she was different then the rest. Her dimples pop out as she smile, she got the yes that would melt one's heart. She has a beautiful long hair and curves to die for. Okay I might over exaggerate here. Anyway,  she did caught my attention at school. We used to stay at this old apartment and look up the wall and creates thousands story. Everything started from a small white lie, we'll I was trying to help her but unexpectedly things got out of hand and I started falling for her.i knew if I ever confess to her, our friendship would hit the ground and I would lose her, so I continued lying to her, I pretend to be someone who was clearly doesn't exist and made her fall in love. 

      That one day, she came to my house to studied but as the time pass, she got tired and I told her that she can have a nap on my bed since my dad was on the the couch. Basically I accidentally hug her and she hug me back and from that point of time,I realize that I had fallen in love with her. Things was getting complicated and I knew that this lies had to stop. Well, it was heart breaking for her and the same was for me but ever since that day I had always be by her side, when she sad or happy. I had promise to be with her.

On the 15 of May 2011, that was the start of something new. After a year of iting, she's finally mine and it was beyond my expectations, our relationship was like a ship in the middle of the sea, well who say being in a relationship is easy. Our first few months was challenging but as time pass we finally find our common ground. We kissed and it felt so great to just spend each day of my life with her, at a point I even told her my 10 years future plan. To settle down with her, I would propose her at the side of Hawaii beach and we would get married and have two cute little kids. When I came back from work, I would grab her by the waist while she was cooking in the kitchen  and after dinner I would carry our kids on my shoulder and send them to sleep. I always thought she would be the one. 

   

        But on the 1st of February , we had a huge fight and we broken up.A day after that, i ahd already find her replacement. It was to soon, yes but it was the only way to distract myself from getting hurt again. Things got out of hand and by the end of april, i got back together with her. Its a long story to tell, let me just skip to the future, now.

As our relationship grows, more challenges we had to face. My dad got a new job but it was far away from the city and we had to move. It was not easy. I had tried my very best to visit her weekly and still be there for her but i knew that it wouldn't work knowing that the upcoming year we have an important exam which would effect our future. On valentine day, a day before our anniversary 15.2.2013, she ask for a break. She was right to do so, i had cheated on her, I begin flirting with one of the girl from my school. Being apart from her had made me felt negelected and alone. All i want was her attention and for her to care again. 

     

    Now, we are so far apart. She was right to not gave me another chance to me. Truth to be told, i still havent stop loving her. How can i? She was the first to teach me about love and in hope that she would see how miserable i had been without her. Even we are not together, AS you will always be my First and nothing could change that. Thank you for your love and time, You are the most beautiful woman that i had ever been with. Farewell my past lover, may you find that happiness again......